Fuck change

Why do we have to care about things? Can't we just be emotionless? Bastard coated bastards with bastard fillings. I wish we weren't so attatched to everything we know, everything we see. I wish we didn't have to care about anything. So when something goes wrong, when someone leaves your life for good, we aren't hurt. I wish tears never existed.



I hate how people change. I wish everyone would just stay the same. Or if they change, I wish they would change for the better, not the worse. If you had to, then couldn't you have become better? Fuck you, Mr. Fuck Up. Fuck you, Ms. Heartache. I'm sitting here bawling my eyes out for something that doesn't even concern me. It's none of my business. So why do I care?

Fuck change. Fuck caring. Fuck pain. Fuck tears. Fuck heartache. Fuck life.

Why the hell do I care?