Postponed

I'm holding off on the "contentment" thing for a while, but trust me, I will post again. I'm postponing because some drastic events have occurred recently, some unfortunate, but for the better. It seems I've lost someone valuable in my life, even though in her eyes I nothing but a mere doll she could spill all her troubles to.

But for the first time in my life I can actually say that I am happy. I'm not afraid of tomorrow, of the unknown, and I'm not dwelling in the past. I don't know what it is, maybe it's that the weather is becoming nicer, maybe it's that I finally stood up for myself, maybe it's because I actually cleaned my room. Yeah, there was a floor there.

I don't understand what it is. But I enjoy it, I'm not going to try to over-analyze it. I'm starting to learn to love the simpler things in life, to be less complex and more down-to-earth. After all, the only thing that matters in the end is love and friendship.

"The only hope anybody can always hold onto, a hope that will never be taken away, is the word 'someday'. Because someday, your troubles will seem easier to handle. It gets better. Trust me."