My sweet failure

You are my failure, my sweet deceiving failure, who was never really mine to begin with. My muse, my hopes, an idol not worth idolizing. You only know how to spell the word virtue, and innocence is just a show you put on every night. You remind me of myself because I wanted so badly to relate to you, that I changed myself and my opinions to be who I thought you were.

My failure, my bright shining star, fading away to a white dwarf. A supernova of an event, cascading you into the darkness, pushing others so far away because you don't want them to see the backstage of your innocent show, to know your darkest and most personal secrets. You, my sweet failure, you disgust me.