So what?

"Is she pretty?" - Me. "She's beautiful." - You. "I'm so happy for you.." - Me. "No you're not." - You. "Yeah, but envy tastes horrible on my lips." - Me. "I'm so sorry." - You. "No you're not." - Me. "Yeah, but guilt tastes horrible on my lips." - You.

So what if I'm ThinkingOfYou64TimesADay? So what if you're kissing her? So what if I can't breathe? So what if you don't miss me? So what if the best part of me, and frankly the only part of me I like, was you? So what if the only reason you want to talk to me is because you feel guilty? So what if I threw the ring you gave me in the garbage disposal? So what if you gave her a prettier ring? So what if I can't sleep? So what if you're smiling and I'm not?

So What? What = everything. What = heartbreak. What = cheating. What = bad days. What = tears. What = Mr. LumpInMyThroat. What = "Oh hey, I haven't seen you in a while. How are you?" - You. "Oh yeah, I'm good" - Me. What = lies. What = a trophy girl to put in your trophy case. What = sorry. What = you're not forgiven. What = What.

"I'm sorry" won't fix "you cheated."