Interesting

I have specific (and weird) interests at the moment.

1. Writing in general

2. Songwriting/singing

3. Scriptwriting/producing

4. Dreams/Subconscious mind/Dream meanings

5. Photography

6. Anxiety disorder

7. Common interest in specific people

Notice a pattern? Writing, writing/music, writing, psychology, art, psychology, obsession. I wonder which one will win? By win, I mean which one will I choose.

Well whichever one I choose, I know there will be some form of writing in it. Because I love it. I can't get enough of it. All of the people I surround myself in my life usually have the same interests that I do. Jessica loves writing songs/singing, photography, and she shares the same interests in the same people that I do. Hayley loves....well she's just.....Hayley. I love her. Autumn shares the same interests in the same people I do, and she likes art, so....

My point is; no matter what I grow up to be in life-Author, One-hit wonder, scientist (although I dread this career choice) psychologist, or janitor-there will always be words on a piece of paper, or computer screen, in front of me. I will always be inspired to write, whether it be stories of others', others' work, or just the beauty of life in general. Writing is my passion, my calling, I've been writing since grade school (that's what my grade school teachers all told me)!

So for those of you who don't believe they're good at anything: what do you love doing? Chances are, you're pretty good at doing what you want to do. You don't do well on things you force upon yourself (I.E I've always wanted to be a model, but I don't love modeling). So, have too high of hopes, have too big of wishes, have confidence in what you do. Even if you grow up to be something different than what you wanted, if you surround yourself with what you love doing, and people who share the same interests, then you'll gradually become better at it, and (I'm not saying for sure) maybe you'll be recognized.

Live your dream. Even if it isn't exactly your dream, at least you have important aspects of that dream.

Live it. Love it. Do it.