I want to fall in love

I wanna fall in love...
I really do.
I wanna fall in love with myself
as well as someone else.
The only problem is...
I'm afraid of heights.
The only problem is
I've already started to fall for you...
but I know you're not strong enough
to catch me...
to hold the weight of both me
and all of my demons...
when you already have your own
to deal with..
The only problem is
there is no "you."
It would be a simple,
happy ending on my part
if there was a "you".
It would be cliche
but it would mean my salvation
if there was a "you"...
but.... there is no "you".

I wanna fall in love...
I really do.