everytime..

this happens,
you're nice to me...
nice
nice
nice

but after a while
you forget
you slip
slip
slip
back to normal

and i guess everything is back to normal
because misery is back,
and i'm his best friend.

this darkness creep
creep
creeps
back up on me.
swallows me.
i am drowning without
a hand offering me
salvation.

it taunts me with light,
happiness.
every thing is perfect
perfect
perfect...
but not me.
is that why this darkness
follows me?
stalks me?
forever.

no pills
pills
pills
don't do shit.
nothing.

i am break
break
breaking apart
i am done.
done.
with life.

i cannot even see
i am surrounded.
it squeeze
squeeze
squeezes the life
out of me.

i am hollow.
dead.
done.