Favorite Words

Favorite Words:

Bunches = A lot. "I miss you bunches!"
Happy face = Used in the presence of a good mood, gratitude, good news, or to what others have said or done. "Awe! Happy face! Thanks!"
Salt/Salty/Super salty = Expressing grumpiness (referring to mood or to what someone said or did). "Awe man! Super salty!"
Sad face = Used in the presence of a mistake, bad news, denial of object of desire, or in the presence of a bad mood. "Give me the cookie! No! Sad face!"
Ouch = Expressing sympathy for the pain of others. (whether referring to irreverence or physical pain) "Ouch man, that oughta hurt!"
Eat that = Usaully used when having just proven a point, or having done something to show off or top others. "Oh yeah! I'm right! Eat that!"
Nom nom nom = Anything you want it to mean. "Nom nom nom!"
Om nom nom = Anything you want it to mean. "Om nom nom!"
Frowny face = Usually used in the presence of a bad mood. "You took my pencil! Frowny face."
Uber (I spell it oober) = Great proprtions. "Dude I am oober happy face right now!"
Epic = Cool, awesome, big, great. "Epic speech man!"
Christmas trees = Expression of frustration. "Oh! Christmas trees! Can you stop being so stubborn?"
Indubitably = Yes. "Indubitably my friend."
Shit on a cracker = Expression of frustration, usually used in the presence of a mistake. "Holy shit on a cracker! I dropped my pen!"
Fuck a duck = Another expression of frustration, used more frequently. "Fuck a duck! I got my shirt ripped!"
Fuck a duck on a cracker = Expression of extreme anger or frustration, usually referring to mistakes of others or yourself. "Fuck a duck on a cracker! I got an F on my homework!"
It's because I'm black = Used when being criticised, decried, or in the presence of a mistake made by yourself. "You only hate me because I'm black."

Swollen

I've been lonely and sick lately. Not the 'I feel like I might vomit, even though I don't, I just want out of school' sick. I'm talking about the 'Every muscle in my body hurts, oh and not to mention my face is swollen to the size of a watermellon because nobody believed I was actually sick' sick. Everything to the right of my face (I.E. neck, jaw, throat, cheek, ear, eyebrow, temple, and area surrounding said swollen features) is swollen. (And my right nostril is stuffy) And every time I move ANYTHING, I feel a sharp pain vibrate throughout my whole entire body.

The lonely part; same as always:

I feel hated.

Another Poem?

Cold is walking with the daisies.

When the ice heard the water wake up.

The stars fall down like a spotlight

Like diamonds would fall in the rough.

And there are footprints in the snow.

And there are secrets in the wind.

And there are thorns upon the rose.

But there's no beginning to the end.

But she walks so gracefully.

And she laughs so easily.

I said hello to the wind.

She passes by with leafs in her hair.

But she floats above the grass.

Almost as if she isn't really there.

Love

You never really stop loving someone, you just learn to try to live without them. But sometimes you have to forget how you feel and remember what you deserve. Because if you start dweling on what you don't have, and forget to appreciate what you're lucky to have, then you're going down a road that has no U-turns. So don't dwell on who let you down, charish those who held you up.

To you, old friend

With the winds that whispers,
All your secrets.
Touching down beside me.
A heart that's full of,
Good intentions.
Ripped from your chest.
Your eyes are golden,
Your scars are warm.
And, you hold me in your arms.
I'll remember,
Who you are.
But I have to move on.

I'll keep your pictures.
I'll hold your memories.
I'll never forget,
What you taught me.
A lesson,
Wisdom,
Is hard to find these days.

And oh,
If you saw me now,
What would you say?
I still remember,
Our last words.
As painful as it is to replay.
I don't hate you.
I never will.
I'm sorry for my actions,
But looking at you now,
You seem so still,
I wish you didn't give up.

And I love you,
I'll always miss you.
I'll always feel your heart.
It lies right beside me,
On the pillow,
As I pray to God you stay strong.

Flaws Baby!

So, here I am watching my life pass by, when I realize that if you can't love yourself you're not entitled to love anything else. So I counted all of my flaws, and lapses in my appearance, and then I counted all of the things I actually like about myself. It came out I have more flaws, but that doesn't matter. I accept those flaws, that's all that counts.


So now I can actually say, that for once in my life, I love myself and I accept myself for who and what I am.


Whoever I choose to be, I know that in the end, even if I don't like parts of my body, or parts of my personality, that at least I can accept those flaws and move on.


You should be able to do that also.