infinite

i think i finally understand what the meaning of "infinite" is...
(not the literal meaning)

last night i found that place of happiness again,
and it's stayed with me until today
until right now.

when the windows are down
and the music is blasted
and i can feel the bass in my gut...

but none of that would mean anything without friends.

and for the first time i went to a hookah bar.
experienced awkward there
experienced smoke bubbles
and laughed about the douchebags that come to that place.

but none of that would mean anything without friends.

i am vintage.

i think the definition of infinite is sundry.
definitely varying per person.
and my definition of infinite is

not filled up with happiness
but able to expand beyond that
to never end.
and to fill the infinity with whatever definition you give to happiness.

and i am infinite.