todaayyy

is me and Tyler's 3 month anniversary.

I know, not big at all right?
Well, I guess it kind of is for me.
I wasn't expecting to stay with him this long.
God, I'm such a horrible person.

Okay, change of subject. I was reading through my blog and I realized I really only ever post my deeper or more pessimistic thoughts on here. Well, I can't really post anything else on here. I can't tell you about my life anymore. I'm being watched. It sucks, because you all probably think I'm some depressing chick who only sees the downside to every situation. But I am not like that at all.
I am happy. I smile. My life is wonderful right now. I just post all my thoughts on here, because I have no other place to put them. My thoughts are scary. Hell, they scare me sometimes! But in general, I'm a pretty happy person. I'm loud and obnoxious and people say I'm funny but I don't think so. People say I'm pretty but I don't think so. I'm just a normal teenage girl with a pretty weird and deep mind. It's not a blessing nor a curse. It's just kind of there, in the background, screaming "No! Don't do that!"

But I do anyway (: